मुद्दतें बीत गयी तुम नही आए अब तक
रास्ता और दिखाओगे ना जाने कब तक
जो भी मिलता है वोह तुम सा ही नज़र आता है
दिल की तनहाईयाँ बहलती हैं यूँ भी हमको जैसे
सचमुच ही पुकारा हो तुम्ही ने हमको
पास आते ही मगर ख्वाब बिखर जाता है
जो भी मिलता है वोह तुम सा ही नज़र आता है
वोह हसीं लम्हे जो कल तक थे खाबों की तरह
आज पलकों पे चमक उठते हैं यादों की तरह दर्द रह जाता है और वक़्त गुज़र जाता है
जो भी मिलता है वो तुम सा ही नज़र आता है भेजते हो कभी गुल को तो कभी शबनम को तुम कहाँ कैसे हो मालूम है हर मौसम को चाँद हर शब को तुम्हारी ही ख़बर लाता है जो भी मिलता है वोह तुम सा ही नज़र आता है मुद्दतें बीत गयी तुम नही आए अब तक रास्ता और दिखाओगे ना जाने कब तक जो भी मिलता है वोह तुम सा ही नज़र आता है

DEATH

today i have to write on a subject which no body wants to talk about but it is a heard reality of life it is "DEATH".... two days days back when i was about to leave for kanpur i came to know that i have lost a nice and loving person my mausa ji... who's age was around 47 yrs in a heart attack..it was a big blow to me because i was scheduled to meet him at lko after one day and now i am going to attend his funeral...my thoughts was numb and mind was friezed for a moment then i just board on train and went to lko attended his funeral and tried to console my maasi..it was unbearable moment to see her in a white saari..i responded all my programme and came back but those memories are still haunting to my mind why it is so...why life is so fragile??? we try to plan our life according to our expectations but GOD always plays a different role in our life we can not say whether it is wright or wrong but now i understand that we have our limitations for everything..we can not change some bottom line rule of life that is....keep away all the ego about urself...if you are success full it is HIS kindness its not your business to boast that you have done it....if something goes wrong then no body is responsible but HIS will, that may be he want to teach us some more heard realities of life....when i was standing on cremation ground then i realised that this is our final destination from where no body can scape not even the most power full person on the earth., and life is too short...death is one moment away and no body knows that for me may be that moment is not too far!!!!!
but some people says that remembering Death means you are undermining the Life but i says remembering death is loving life more intensely because when you know that i am not for ever then you love your self and your loved once more effectively....write some more but for now.......

Love...

Friends today i am writing a blog on love as this is to most common and prevailing phenomena across the world without boundaries...this is the feeling on which poetry songs and films and literature moves.......today i was thinking why it is so that this world is so suspiciously reacts when we talk about it and what is the true definition of LOVE.... people can write n number of quotes on this poets can write thousands of poems every generation grow with this feeling and this word "love" never looses its charm in any generation...when i was too small i got attracted to my teacher but later on i came to know the deference between love and infatuation..then i attracted to wards some girl i thought it is love then after some time i came to know it was opposite sex attraction and then when again i saw a girl then i asked my self do i live here my heart told me don't go in to technicalities if you like her just tell her and after telling here and waiting for her reply then i came to know what is love???
i know may be refuse my proposal may be accept it....but in this process i went through a mantel
and emotional transformation today i know real love is so very fragile and pure that you dont accpect any thing from here not even here consent if here consent come naturally you feel happy if not then you feel drained out a vacuum inside you but you dont say anything to here
and that vacuum helps you to understand the depth of your feeling..it gives you a chance to introspect you that why you are looking for somebody why it is that we need a smile of your sweetheart to make your day??
answer is we as a human after taking birth after mother we dont feel that security and tenderness anywhere and after growing that child inside us keep searching a person who can
fill the gap between a child and a man .... a person who can give that feel of a mother as well as well partner which can give a feel of manhood too...... and love can survive only with a child like heart where emotions comes right from the heart they are not manipulated they are very pure like mother and child relation and naughty like krishna and raadha....
raadha is not worshiped as wife of krishna but worshiped due to selfless love when radha and krishna were together they dont need to spell that relation just looking at them one can understand that yes they are in a special stage of emotions... and we Indians gave respect and acceptance of this kind of relation without any question now if some body say that prove that you love me then i burst in to laughing coz if you can not feel it then there is no need to prove it
may be you are having some kind of mutual relationship but it is not love....
love needs no words....if you are with me and you feel complete then yes we are in love...
if being with you gives me happiness without any reason then we are in love.
when even silence sounds like tender music in my ears then we are in love...
if without you i feel lonely and empty from within then its love......
if you understand me like a mother understand here child then its love..
when i can sleep even at battlefield just by holding your arm then its nothing but love..
when my biggest fear is not my death but fear of loosing you then its love......
this is love and it should be like this for me...other wise it will be a mutual relationship nothing more then that............... lets hope that i will find my love on day.............

friendship

One of my friend said that i have to write a blog on friendship..
in my point of view friends are the only word which show that there is something extra in human then animals because we care about the people whom we love and except family i am not talking about family because every sane human being do care about there family naturally because they grow with them but the world "friend" comes by instinct and very naturally and it dose not happens with everybody you can see how many people have real friends for life time...the people who have friends for life time just ask them what make them a good friends and they can not give any single answer because you don't need a reason or you can not make true friends with purpose..true friends comes naturally to you, like a gift of GOD...you don't expect any thing in return and just being with a friend gives you a nice feel they understand you, listen you, accept you as you are, they give very honest feed back about yourself without any fear and you know they will be there where no body not even your family support you.
some people confuse this friendship word with mutual consent or we can say some people think
that if i scratch your back and you scratch mine then we are friends then these poor people do not know the real essence of friendship.... because there is know way of continuously scratching each others back and when somebody stop due to some reason then there friendship comes to an end...and in delhi it happens often....
in my opinion friendship is one step ahead then love because love has some conditions some boundaries love need loyalty to one but friend give you ample space to live they don't try to change you when you are happy you can calibrate with your family your friend don't even bothered but when you are said you go to him and he is the only one who can give you the solutions, advices, everything that can make you happy....and he is the only person who's life is not dependent on you but who care about your feeling who respect your existence..not your deeds in my point of view the saying "a friend in need is a friend indeed" is wrong it should be like
"you wont need anything if you have a true friend"
Do you have have a true friend??????????